Read The Way I Danced For You

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2007-06-01T21:20:00.000-07:00

I don't care what people think.

I like to know what people think.

I know no one is going to read this, until maybe 3 weeks. And I know probably by then I won't be posting anymore.

I like to go nuts. I dont have a best friend. I do have people I prefer.

I'm not someone who says, this is what I want to do; and dont achieve.

I will always achieve. I know I am not humble. And I hate posting on blogger because I sound old fashioned and over serious, like my dad. But I love my dad, in a way that maybe I could describe. And I know I am sure of myself. And I know I am beautiful. But I like to be told that. Because it's reasuring, and I like to be reasured.

There are people that stand out to me. Thats because they dont hide away.

They are like me

And, yes I get shy sometimes, and I'm sure those are moments that everyone has.

There I go, being old fashioned.

I'm very lucky. I've got good, new clothes. I've got a whole crowd of friends.
I naturally care about people. I was born to dance. I've got a family who loves me."
I got to a good school.

And I know how many times in this post I said; 'I'

Because this is my post.

Thats it.

Me and Madi

2007-04-03T18:17:00.000-07:00

Madi was at my place after school today. Jill and Emma are angry because she didnt invite them to her house on the 20th.
I know that Ingrid thinks thats dumb, but shes shy, so she only admitted it to me. I wish people could realise how stupid they're being. I know I must have done something like this at least once in my life. But the way it happened was Madi was talking to me about how the 20th was at least 2 weeks away. And then all 3 of them asked me what was on the 20th. I said Madi and I are sleeping over. And then they just turned around and walked away. I just shook my head, and looked over at Madi who had a look on her face that was saying 'Wow.' When I was walking with Madi to the field I heard them say 'We'll do something better!' And Emma saying 'Oh yeah!!' In a mean way. I dont actually care. Because I know that they're being really lame by doing that. And I know that most sensible people would agree. Jill can actually be a bit much sometimes so I think I'm going to let things down with her. I have ballet tonight. We need so much practice. I need a private class. I really like it when the teacher is focusing on me.

Passed.

2007-04-01T21:25:00.000-07:00

I passed!!!

I passed my RAD exam! I was very excited. I wasnt shocked at all. I knew it. I knew I would pass.
Next year, I will dance on point. I will be the best dancer in the studio. I'm going to be famous today. I'm going to be on a 'People' Magazine cover. I will act and dance. I will perform in broadway. I will never let all this go to my head. I will never be a vain headed person. Thats all I have.

Midnight

2007-03-31T17:47:00.000-07:00

Madi and me went rollerblading yesterday. We went to the corner store. We bumped in to some other friends from school. Then we went to hang out in the field on the school. Later we went midnight rollerblading, it was so fun. People on Nash St. had lights out and they glowed against the wet street. When we were in dark areas with out the glowing lights, it looked like we were on water. It was so cool. :)

12

2007-03-29T21:18:00.000-07:00

The second chance means nothing
if nothing was learned from the first one

Being without you for too long
is the most intense pain I have
ever felt

If we were such good friends
how come you have nothing to say to me
but tons to say about me

Best friends aren't the ones that you call and tell
your whole day to, they are the ones that lived through
It with you

Times were tough but memories remain,
situations were rough but we overcame,
side by side, together we grew
when all is said and done, I'll look back on friends like you

I'm not an accessory kind of girl.

Always keep your head up high;
cause there are some people who would
kill to see you fall...

Today I turned twelve. I was greeted with smiles and hugs. I was frowned at.
My friends were really enthusiastic when they greeted me; "Happy Birthday, Hannah!"
I was really happy. Things in my day, with my crazy friends were great. Untill something always weird has to happen on a good day. Someone goes moody, or someone starts a fight. But I ignored everything, this is my day. No one is going to ruin it. They may get mad. They may get rude. They may be anoying. I'll forgive them, life is too short to fight for so long. In ten years we will not remember all the fights, all the mean jokes, all the boys. I got presents too! From my parents I got; Jeans, Good Hair Straightner, itunes gift card, Candy Bars, $40. From Emma; Fleece Blanket, Raspberry Body Butter. From Madi; Necklace, Gum. From Jill; Shirt, Earrings. From Shanaya; 3 funky bracelets, watch. It was a good birthday. =D

Thats all.

Look At Him Go=D

2007-03-26T17:15:00.000-07:00

Today I went back to school after the spring break. :(
Im bummed its over, and everything will be back to normal within the next week.
My real birthday is 29th, and Im excited about that. And, my life has been going great lately.. well actually there has been a few big downs lately, but either than those everythings awesome. I got my new lulu lemon hoodie. =) Green. Bright, Deep, Spring green. My friend, Jill got back from the flu today. She got me a birthday present a pretty shirt and some cute earrings. :D Im happy. I like them. I also really want some new shirts. I'm going shopping after dinner today, maybe.
My birthday has never really excited me as much as this.. except for maybe when I was really little.
Sleeping over at my friend's house friday. I'll let you know when something else comes to mind.

2007-03-24T13:46:00.000-07:00

Today I'm having some friends from school over to celebrate my birthday!!

I'm excited, we're going swimming 3:00 - 6:00 coming back to my place and either watching 'Poseidon' or 'Just My Luck'
I'd rather watch 'Poseidon'. We're gonna eat chips, drink soda, go crazy...
;)

~spring*break~

2007-03-23T12:58:00.000-07:00

I'm sad, its going to be over. I wish it was for 2 weeks, but we're stuck with just one week to relax.
I did have a really great spring break its just I wish it was longer...

Saturday: I just hanged around, happy that school was out for a week.
Finished re-reading a book. Luke, Dad, and I rented the movie; 'Below'
Scary, but it was really good. My Dad went outside and banged on the window by me. It freaked me out so much!

Sunday: Ave, Emma came over. We went swimming for 2 and a half hours, came home hung out, watched 'Titanic' which is
the best story ever.

Monday: Emma, and I went down to the cafe to get hot chocolate for the 3 of us. We ended up geting soaked with rain,
though. It was very fun. I went home with Ave. I read about celebrities before they were stars. We rented
another movie; 'Take The Lead' it was alright.

Tuesday: Woke up just before lunch. We went Ice skating, grabed a hot chocolate. I also got some candy. =)
After we came home, we hung around some more. Then we went swimming. I loved the wave pool. SO FUN.
That night we rented; 'The Holiday' I loved it.

Wednesday: I drove home with Auntie Vic, we had some cinnamon rolls. Listened to 'Coldplay'.
Once I was home I just chilled in bed most of the day. Phoned Madi, decided to go swimming Thursday.

Thursday: I decided to do my hair nicely, even though I was about to soak it in chlorine. I had nothing better to do, anyway.
Went swimming with Madi, swam for 3 hours. We both wished we'd stayed longer, though. It was very, very fun.
After, my mom came to pick us up, Madi came to my place. We joked around a bit. Then she asked me if I
I wanted to sleep over, I did. I had a really good time.

Friday: It started when me and Madi were in her room and the clock hit: 12:00 am. I woke up happy this morning and I still
am. My family is going in to Vancouver today. Woot.

Tomorrow is going to be a whole new day. =D

People; Boring&Amusing

2007-03-17T18:58:00.000-07:00

When I am quiet I am thinking a billion words.
I am not old fashioned, like lots of people I know. Many of those people are so boring and stern.
They like to have fun with other serious faced people. And do strict, old fashioned people things. I know alot of people like this.
I also know a few people that are crazy, and so fun to be with! I love those people! I laugh constantly and I am so happy when I am with them. Boring people are boring because the can not think of anything to say except one subject that they constantly talk about. I only become boring when I have a new obsession. I do have a few boring friends. I also have about 2 strict friends. And the rest are crazy, like me.

Why are these people the opposite of animated?

Stiff

2007-03-17T12:30:00.000-07:00

This Morning When I was at the studio, I felt so stiff. Like I couldnt dance properly. I kept pushing myself harder and harder. Because I knew if I even broke my leg trying I would feel really proud. Because I would know I tried hard enough to break somthing. I was so stick-ish I was just waiting to snap. I got so frusterated. Dad says it was probably because I'm pretty sick. But I need more practice. I hate it when I cant do something. It drives me nuts. But I'm not giving up on this, ever.
I'm really excited my birthday is really soon. I like my birthday. I had a really bad birthday this year. But I know I'm going to have a good one this year. I was just eating fishy crackers! I looove them! They are so yummy. I was going to go Ice Skating with Ave, and Emma.B today. But that didnt work for Ave so we're going tomorrow. I think me and Madi might hang out today, then.
Madi is also one of my close school friends. Shes easy going 89% of the time, and she likes nature.. alot. She Tap Dances too,
but she says she doesnt like it that much. Shes taught me a few steps. I really like it. Shes really good too. Its Saint Patricks Day today!!! I'm happy. Green is a nice color. Its a lucky color. I hope I see a leprechaun! :D I love rain, but I hope the sun will come out too, she we will have a rainbow so I can follow it to a pot of gold.

Back..For Now

2007-03-16T21:23:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I guess you have noticed I haven't been paying any attention to my blog... or what I post on it. ;p

But I'm going to try to post at least once or twice a week.

I had a really bad week. It started out good. And I expected it to be really good. But it wasnt.
My friends were being all weird. And I started to feel really sick. And I still feel awful.
But I'm pretty happy other than all that. Not that there was much more to it.
I'm going shopping :D I'm going to get myself a new Lulu Lemon jacket. Its my reward for my exam for Ballet this year.
I want a yellow jacket. Right now yellow is my favorite color. I love yellow. I used to hate it because when I thought of yellow I thought of; Barf, Sunburns, Overgrown Toenails, and other gross things. But now I think of yellow as: Happy Faces, Summer, Tanning, Beach Umbrellas, Lemonaide, Gold, Hugs. I change everything. Which is weird because I'm a person who particularly hates change. I just finished talking to my friend, Emma. I talk on the phone alot. I like talking to Emma. Except for when she runs out of things to say she starts to sing. Thats okay with me. But thats a sign to me that I'm done talking to her for now.
I'm really close to her. My friends that go to the St. Hermans say the don't have any close friends at school. I do. I'm very different. And I like it how my Mom accepts that. I feel differently about things in life than my parents. I know that for sure.
I dont think my parents will ever be able to understand how I feel about dancing. They have never danced. So I wonder where all this dancing came from. I go to an Arts School, so I danced there since Gr.1, and I plan to dance there untill Gr.12. I also dance outside of school at the Langley Dance Academy. Next year I am going to be doing; A Jazz Duo, A Modern Solo, Lyrical, Ballet, Maybe Tap. I really want to try Tap Dancing. Its so cool. The only thing I dont like about it is the shoes make so much noise you can barely hear the music. My LDA recital is going to be at my school. My school's theatre gets used alot for recitals.

Thats all.

Back (Again, this time from another place)

2006-07-26T14:08:00.000-07:00

I just got back from my grandparents. I feel warm inside and out. And tired. I dunno why. I didnt sleep my best at my Grandparent's it was nice and cool in the basement. But I woke up in the middle of the night at least 3 times a night. I missed two weeks of church, which is kinda hard to believe. And I had the wildest dreams. It wasnt like my usual dreams. But lately they have been my usual dreams they were like scenes of my past, present, and future. It felt like a brick was squishing me one day. I didnt like it. My dreams are odd. And the scenes I see in the dreams are actually things that I think about or things that ave happened or maybe are going to happen. We saw a movie called "Click" last night it was pretty good. But it was a dream. And it reminded me of the dreams that I have. I sometimes think about what it'd be like to go to hell. Its worse than anything you can imagine and I can imagine awful things. And it wouldnt stop it wouldnt die off. You wouldnt die. It would just go on and on and on. Never ending torture. It'd be awful. And especially when you expect to end up in it.

Over and out.

Back

2006-07-10T15:21:00.000-07:00

Back from camp. With actually some good food in my stomach. Still tired and scraped. And stuffed with i memories. I woke up and I thought I was at camp again. It was like one of those times when you wake up and you suddenly forget where you are. Some how I wish I was still at camp but I'm happy to be home too. Th . The water fights and capture the flag. I n the end if I had to choose which year was my favorite. I dont know if I could choose. Or otherwise I think this year was great. But for me was last year wasa fun too. But I ttth
think if I had to choose I would say this year. Last year was good because it was also my first year.

Over and out.

Hannah

hamsters.

2006-06-27T14:02:00.000-07:00

We've had a series of hamsters in the house. Each died with in a few months! Avery's hamster lived for a long time. And so did Christina's. I've actually only had two. Well three. My first one was Scrubby :P, my dad brought him home for free. And after he died (not long after we got him) we buried him in the backyard and as I placed a rock over his grave... that was the end of Scrubby. (I was 4 or 5 then.) Then Hami came soon after. The little white hamster. Then we went on vacation and my grandparents had to look after him. The thing is Hami died while we we're away. And my grandparents had to go to the pet place and say do you have a white hamster?! And they did buthe was a tad bigger so when me and Luke came home we said; "Oh! They must have taken good care of him! Hami grew!"

cheerio

2006-06-23T18:49:00.000-07:00

Hi.

2006-06-22T16:12:00.000-07:00

Note to self: gotta post more.

Well, I think we are going to have chicken for dinner tonight. Seeing that it is sitting out on the table in front of me, I thought that. I think I should be more energectic, exercise more and drink more water. But now that I'm taking this medicine thing with every sip I drink. I barely drink water so I cant taste it. I think I'm orange-juice-aholic. I've drank wayy to much of it.

Oh! heres my kindergarten picture. Six people in that picture go to the LFAS now.
I think I'm going to major in Dance. And art will be my second art. Because I'm not musical in anyway, really. And I like drama but I dont really embrace it much. I'dlike to major in PE. I cant though:(

Track n field is fun! I want to back to it next year. I'm fixing on joining the Langley Mustangs so I can train and compete more. I really like running. In our school cafeteria there bringing in a soy milk vending machine and getting rid of pop! Soys like worse for than pop! Dumbos. And instead of chips and chocolate bars their going to have trail mix and nuts, dried fruit, stuff like that. That doesnt mind me as much. I dont mind trail mix. I dont like dried fruit. I do like nuts. But why would they bring nuts in, when so many students are alergic to them. My classroom is nut free.

D D D DANCE!!!

2006-06-06T16:39:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow earthings.

Well my dance recitals went well. I' think I'll buy a DVD. I really wanted to see the other dances. And it'll be a good memory too. I dont think I told you how Track n field
went. It was great, till I ran. I sprinted the entire first lap around the track and by the half way point for the 2nd lap I was out. I felt like puking out everything inside me. Before I knew it I'd finished and was on the ground. I came in 7th place and I had started in 1st. I was 1st for the longest time. I was really disapointed because I am normally a really strong runner. Anyway, its starting to get hot an sunny again. Yeay!

Dance Recitals: THIS WEEKEND!!!

2006-06-02T17:12:00.000-07:00

This weekend,
Theres dance recitals. I had a few people say they wanted to go. SO I was just giving a shout out to all those that want to come. Tickets can be bought at the studio. Call me to get the address for them. Its Sunday and Saturday, come either day. (if you're going to come) Anyway, the title of our dance is Pump It. Its the title of the first song. The coustumes our either yellow or green shirts with black pants. I'll be wearing the richest coloured green top so I stand out... a bit. Well anywhoo call me if ya want to come. The show is at my school. So ya get to see a bit of a even bigger part of my life too.

The summer time

2006-05-26T15:50:00.000-07:00

I said that my favorite season was Summer. Now school is about to end and I'm starting' to think that my favorite season is Fall. Probably is. After all, when summer ends I dont usually like school. But I warm up to it... If I make it fun to myself.
Now school is going to end it a month. And I really dont want to go apart from everyone and everything that long. I'll get used to waking up really late in the mornings. And I might lose friends if being apart that long from all of them. I mean I hate getting all warmed up to something and then being taken away from it. And making another habit. And then back to the other one. So I really dont have a favorite.

???

2006-05-24T15:38:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone,

Can you see my new template?
I can only see it sometimes...

Emotions, tales, and thoughts of the day.

2006-05-23T21:34:00.000-07:00

Well,

I said goodbye. But it wasn't the same to come home from school and not see Luke working on his homework. Track n field is next Thursday. I'm excited. I got in. To tell the truth I wasnt exactly suprised. I kinda knew I was going to get in.
Luke will be back on sunday. Its just the first day and I'm already catching myself saying or thinking; I wonder what Luke is doing right now. Right now he's probably in bed. I'm actually tired, really tired. I'm over tired. My mind is going crazy, I need to take a break from it.

L & O

2006-05-22T21:39:00.000-07:00

Yes, Dave

This afternoon I did say I didnt have anything to say. But, I guess, tonight I do.

Luke is more than a brother to me. He's a friend. It's an odd relationship between us.
We're a lil' like the typical bro an' sis where we fight about everything. But its not like that... We fight very little except for the odd day.. :D. But we never have been separated, really we've been sent everywhere together. At school; I never talk to him.
But I know he's there. And after school, I try to spend as much time with him as possible. When we were about 7 we we're separated for the first time. Two weeks, he went to my grandparents in Oliver. When we were about to leave him behind I remember bawling and good ol' Luke was sent to get the tissues... I was gripping on to the kleenex box that my brother brought me the enter 4 and a half hour drive home.
Tomorrow he's leaving again. For his oddessey of the mind trip. He's team made it that far and they made enough money for them to go to Iowa for the finals. What a amazment it would be if they won! But their are so many winnners from all over the world. But it sounds like so much fun! And they'll have much time for other things, like shopping, I think Luke was planning on getting somethings for a few of his friends. Anywhoo, the point I'm trying to make is...

I'm really gonna miss you, Luke!

I love you,

Hannah

hmph

2006-04-24T17:57:00.000-07:00

Now thats just not cool. I used to post all the time and then I took a break. And now everyone never checks my blog anymore!? Eyyyiiiiiiee! No point in posting now.

Ugh.

Unique..eh?

2006-04-21T16:59:00.000-07:00

After a full days work and many steps to success. Here we are. 10 eggs :D which are all very special in their own way...:D

School Assignment

2006-03-26T21:54:00.000-08:00

On my spring break I was told I was going to Tofino with my grandparents. I wasn’t expecting to go to Tofino but plans change. What I did expect was to stay here and take a nice art class or something. But, this spring break I was going to Tofino. I wasn’t really looking forward to it, and then I was told I had to wear rubber boots. That didn’t help. But I was going. And that was that. So I packed and left. The ferry ride was okay; I played video games the whole time with my brother and by the time we ran out of money we were at Vancouver Island. The parking lot to the ferry was loud and dusty, you could hear peoples voices ring out, calling to each other. You could see into dusty car windows and see sleeping people waking up after a long nap. We got into our truck and we ditched the ferry. I’ll never be on this same ferry again, I thought. And we were gone.

Once we were in Tofino I was sure I was going to be sick. I must have eaten a buckets worth of Pringles and that sickened me. I got out of the big truck that had been pulling the RV the whole way up here. My legs had ached earlier today, but they still felt sore, but better. I stepped out onto the camping ground and decided to go check out my surroundings. I climbed down a wall that hung around behind our campsite and down in to the beach. The beach was long and thick. Watery sand clung together as you walked on it. The air smelled fresh, new and exciting. I ran on it. Just to get the last pains out of my legs. I went up to the waves, and they fell on me. I went back inside and was scolded for being silly and for getting wet. Still I liked the salty water and it was a beautiful feeling.

A few days went by like this and we had to leave this beach. So, we moved on to a new campground. I didn’t like the site of it at first, but it as soon as I got out of the truck. Something told me it was going to be great. So I took a walk down the path back toward the lodge and I found a swing set, the lame thing about it was it was only for 8 year olds. So, I decided to go see what the lodge was like. I went in and the Lady standing behind the counter asked me if she could help me and I answered, “No, but thanks. I’m just looking around.” And she replied, “Oh! Well, would you like to use the computer?” “You mean that one?” I pointed to the friendly looking machine standing over by the corner waiting for someone to approach it. “Yes.” “Ok, thanks.” I walked over to it. And wriggled the mouse to see the screen. “Now if you need any help getting on to it…” she trailed off and laughed as she saw me already online. “I’m okay, thanks,” I said and she smiled and walked away.

I stayed on the computer for a while and then my Grandma came and told me to go check out that great river. I thanked the woman behind the counter and left the lodge. I ran down to where my Grandma instructed me to go. And then ran down this load of stairs and found myself jumping off this dock type thing on to a pile of stand there was ankle deep water and copper stones underneath it coiling around little islands of sand. I liked it.

I saw my brother over on the next little island and I ran toward him. I saw that he had made some sort of a bridge out of a few loose branches that happened to float by. “Hi!” I waved over at him. I jumped that last way over to the island and there I was. “Hey,” Luke greeted me back. “You know what would be fun? Taking your shoes off.” I said I dropped to the ground and started to pull off my shoes and Luke looked at me blankly and said; “You shouldn’t do that. There’s like spiders in the sand and stuff.” “So?” I asked. I went over and sat on the bank of the island. I sat there for like 5 minutes and then Luke asked; “Do you wanna go back now?” “Sure.” I agreed and we made our way back up to the RV. We stepped in to the RV and Luke switched on the Television and I sat down and read my book. It seemed like hours went by. Before I knew it I had to go to my Grandparent’s friends. They had a monster of a house. It was unbelievable. The next day we left.

Back on the road, we traveled a few hours and we were in Victoria. Where I met my parents and it was time to go home.

Hannah Wildeman
Grade. 5

sane and organization

2006-03-17T16:09:00.000-08:00

Well, here we are at..uh, whatever this campsite is called. I've been away since tuesday. The trip started as usual; on the road. And lead to the camping ground, Tofino, Long Beach. We left this morning sometime. The trip to this campsite which I will now decide to call 'Here', so the trip to Here was 3 hours but felt like 15 minutes, I guess thats the magic of a good book. We got here about a half an hour ago now. When we first got here I took a stroll up to the lodge and found about the lamest swing set to ever see the living day light. Luke liked it. And I found a computer in the lodge. The is more homey than I thought. When I first entered the Lodge I thought it was a cold hearted building. its really not. Theres a Tv and free coffee and a fire place and board games. And hehe the computer. Well I ought to go now.

-Red

Funny.

2006-03-10T21:10:00.000-08:00

I don't know why I find this so funny. Its a fox. A ninja fox.... Hehe.

But these things pop up...

2006-03-08T15:45:00.000-08:00

Usually whenever I hear somthing or go through a stage or somthing happens I get an image. Its very odd. For example when I was little and when I laughed so hard and so long that it felt like I ran out of laughs, it would remind me of an endless white fence. And when I was very little probably around 4 or 5, I am not sure what happened I may have fallen asleep or blanked out or went deep in thought but all these images and visions flashed through my mind. It was all deju vu and some of those visions happened a few years later. Sometimes things happen and I remember it and it feels like I have seen it before.
But I know I haven't. I find this very interesting. And it all happened back then. It seems like everything was created then.
Sometimes I forget what thought or situation matches the image then I have the situation and the image comes.
I have no idea if this is just me if its fate or everyone has this. But I get alot out of it. It seems to keep me sane.
Maybe its the only thing keeping me sane. But I just remember shutting my eyes and all this flashed through my head.
How did I do that? Then again I highly doubt I did it. It seems amazing. Then a few nights ago I had this dream and I wonder if it even was a dream. I think I entered someone elses body. I was living someone elses life I remember her small room on the edge of her house and looking out the window and seeing cars go by on the highway. I know this life was not mine. I do not know where this person lives. I am sure that this person is really out there in the world. It was like I was self projecting. When the soul leaves the body. It seems amazing, I must have been there a while because I remember going to bed and choosing clothes from the wardrobe and it was all different. I remember wearing a black shirt that was crochet with a black tank top underneath and jeans with sma dimond studs going down one leg. The room walls were painted red and she had a coat rack with hats and purses covering it. They were all spunky and different. I also remember wearing a lime green sparkly top. She seemed to have a funky sort of style. Laundry covered all sides of the small room. The bed had really pale white green sheets and white and red
pillow covers and randomly colored quilts. the room was small and oddly shaped and had windows on all the sides.
It seemed very mysterious. I remember looking in to the mirror a few times and seeing a girl with brown hair and brown eyes her hair was long and her face held a frown I wonder why I was frowning. I think she is really out there now, alive.
Last year I studied First Nations and the Navajo's. The Navajo's believe in self projecting any of the medicine men can do it and people can be gifted with it. It is when the soul leaves the body. I may have done it once. Or it was just a dream. But I do not want to think of it again. If by any chance I did self project I do not wish to let myself at it again.

Contest

2006-03-05T15:35:00.000-08:00

Well, for a fact I don't know if I want to enter this contest. The orthodox youth is having a writting/arts contest.
My Mom says I should enter. But I don't know if I should. I know I probably won't win. I am not a very talented person.
But I would like to get others opinions on this.

This

2006-03-02T16:56:00.000-08:00

This day. And these words I have spoken are now part of me and who I am.
They stick like bread dipped in ocean. And bite like a cold wave after jumping in.
I do not know what comes on the path before me. And what lies by my feet when I am in bed.
Someone could be watching me waiting to take my life away. It makes sense. But not enough. In every area or state I am in my life there is a feeling that I have sometimes in my mind and sometimes in my stomach. Sometimes its joyful or sometimes its melancholy. When I feel the earth has been swept beneath my feet I wish I could be someone else. But I can't. We are stuck with what comes out.

My Sanity

2006-02-25T20:57:00.000-08:00

Today, started out like your typical Saturday. I woke up at 11 and turned on the radio. And after forcing myself to get out of bed, at last; I spat my hair out of my face and let the day soak in, let my body sink in to the mattress one more time I got up. I went over and put my house coat on wraping the belt in a tight knot I left my room went in to the kitchen to snag a peice of cake and milk. Good breakfast. Got eggs in it ;). After that I left my plate up by the sink and left the kitchen. I got myself ready for the day; Shower, running a comb through hair, wash face etc. Next I went to the sunroom and turned on the fire place. I then watched a movie with Luke and went on the computer. Then Mom came home and we went to a dance show at my school and I met up with some friends and I sat with them. And we laughed and had a great time. Then I we walked home and here I am sitting her typing...

A

2006-02-22T18:11:00.000-08:00

A short post full of wisdom is better than a post long and full of gray.
And seeing your letters apear on the page instead of constantly trying and seeing nothing form. Frustration.
And looking in to the mirror and seeing that your hair hardly tangled at all durning the night is better than waking up and running your hand through your hair and feeling your hand stop in an instant and a hard pull on your hair.
And clicking the mouse on your computer and having it go right to the website you wanted is better than waiting for what seems like hours for it to go to the site.
And being covered in friends is better than be shuved off in to the sidelines wishing a bus would come and pick you up.
And jumping in to a lake and taking your sweet time to come up is better than dropping and feeling suck to the bottom.

RED

Whats does one do??

2006-02-18T13:43:00.000-08:00

What does one do when they feel as though 2 evil walls are caveing in upon them. What does one do when their heart feels its going to gush out in pain. What does one do when tears are running down their face and you can't think clearly, nor see.
Whats does one do when their eyes hurt so much from been burnt with water. What does one do when their face is sticky and stained with tears.

There is no real answer to this, except; Believe.

take a deep breath

2006-02-11T08:35:00.000-08:00

There is always someone there for us. Even if they are gone. And you can't see them. There is always someone there for us. Always. God may be in heaven, the kingdom above. But he is always there for us. You can't know without trying. You always have someone by your side, even if they're not by your side. Sort of like if you want a thought but then you may not want to want to have that thought. That person that is always by your side is Christ. He is our deep breath. When we breath in a deep breath we should be breathing knowledge and relaxation, calmness and beauty. Grace will always be with us, by our side.
When we breath we breath in bits of him. He is inside us. Healing and forgiving us. He is the one who makes the sun pour in to your room. And the one who makes the heavenly rain fall.
The one who is always there for us, even if you can't see it.
Take a breath right now and try.

He is.

a bubble

2006-02-10T17:46:00.000-08:00

Gum:
Pink, round, cute, puffed. Floating in it own pretty way till it deflates.

B Bath:

Shinny, has its own glass of color. Everyone of those shimmys has its own shin and shim.

Balloon:

Jumpy. Very strong. Has a bold color and seems to stretch as far as life can take it.

sauce when is boils:

Glumpy, mashy, steaming. A bubble of taste. floats around ready to be consumed

chocolate:

hmm hmm! Yummyness before your eyes! glosty smashing popping right there. Makes you feel eager.

timers

2006-02-09T19:01:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, sometimes things just happen slowly. And sometimes things happen fast as the beat of my heart thumps in your ear. As you pound hard on the ground with your feet as you run in a race time passes. If you are walking home and then you decide to go another way your life changed just then; if you went another way you could have had a whole different experience. Your life could have been different in that time. Yes, time is a awkward thing, we know that its movin and groovin and we can't keep up with it. It's too good a dancer to compete with. The air rings above us as time flys...

pure

2006-02-08T16:14:00.000-08:00

As it glugs...

As the sun dropped down on Madi and I as we walked outside. During our break for lunch. Outside. Madi and I. Sun glugging down. Mooing upon us. I looked over at Madi and her face was obviously made of pure gold drops. The wind brushed past us cointaining twinkles of shine. The drops of gold on the caked dirt on the ground reminded me of mustard on burnt toast. THe sun glowed on us and kept us warm under its golden and soft blanket.

You can't give up...

2006-02-07T19:10:00.000-08:00

You can't give up no matter how hard the world is crushing you between the rocks in the earth. Or how much the devil is knocking you down. Or how many times you want to kill. Or when you have such a dry throat you are suprised you are still alive and then you think God is saving me! God is watching over me. He always shall.. He always will.. He always is..
And you can't take it for granted even when you feel plum delightful and you are sitting by the fire reading the best book ever.
Or if you were in bed and sinking in to your matress and having the good reminder of: I don't have to get up till 3 if I want surounding you. You must keep your head straight and watch what is before you. But we know god it up there too...

Watching

For My Father

2006-02-06T20:28:00.000-08:00

4 jobs:

1. A Student Of THe Langley Fine Arts School. Been one since Gr.1.

2. Picking up the dogs poo ;). Not pleasant.

3.Being good to the people I love. Which, pray for me; I am not the best at always.

4.Pretending...

4 movies I could watch over and over...

1. The Lord Of The Rings 1, 2, 3..
2. Charade
3. Napolean Dynimate
4. The Perfect Man

4 places i've lived:

1. Walnut Grove: Town House. Many awful dreams about dying there. Odd.
2. Walnut Grove: House House. Yes, The house house. MAny kids were there. Many. Yet, they just didn't except me.
3. I would have to say No Comment.
!
4. Fort Langley: Gorgeous. As my Dad said; Groovey.

4 albums:

1. Fiest (Sarah Harmer)
2. Sarah Harmer (You were here)
3. The Beatles
4. Nelly Fortardo
+ Many more...

4 fiction writers:

1. Judy Blume (sticks with the soul. All of her books)
2. C.S Lewis (Have to agree with Dad on this one:).)
3. Beverly Clearly (I quite enjoyed some of her books)
4. All of the traveling pants books!

4 poets:

I have read lots of poetry. But I can not name any of the poets I have read.

4 Playwriters:

Again Can't recall...

4 non-fiction writers:

Well;

The National Geographic Magazines. Maybe not a writer, yet there are many great stories in those that are non-fiction... Right?

Diary Of Ann Frank

The Dictionary

The Bible

4 heroes:

1. Jesus Christ
2. A Friend
3. Thought
4. Frodo and Sam

4 vacations:

1. Disney World 2004.

2.Echo Lake ( Wonder if The Dog was NAmed after it..)

3.Chaunagen LAke.

4. St. Arseny's Summer Camp

4 foods:

1. Meat Loaf

2. Speg ;)

3. Sausages From the Fort Langley Bakery

4. Chinese Food

4 places i'd rather be:

1. In Bed
2. Running
3. Alone
4. hanging out with friends

4 sites:

1. badgerbadgerbadger.com
2. JKrowling.com
3. Blogger.com ;) ;)
4. photobucket.com

4 bloggers to whom i'm passing this burden:

1. Ave
2. Mag
3. Gabe
4. Myn

When you have nothing to do sip peach juice

2006-01-31T20:24:00.002-08:00

Wise advice?
I think so. In fact I am sipping peach juice right now. Not much of any information, but I do think it is very powerful; sipping peach juice, hmm. Brings beautiful thoughts :) mmm. I like having a spinning head. When I have nothing to do I like to let my mind spin and spin while I am consuming peach juice. Spinning. I have many thoughts. I think its amazing how everyone in this world has worries and thoughts and loved ones of their own. I like that alot. More than I like peach juice. The fruity colorful flavorful liquid bounces down my throat. Sort of feels like I am throwing myself in to an ocean. Apples are fun too. They are a fun fruit. I have so many reasons why, that I don't have any reasons at all. When I was little and Mom and I would go to chapters I would always like to touch the pink, smooth, heavy books. I still like the idea of them. That reminds me of peachs too. I have always thought of peachs to be spunky and fresh, fluffy at times. Then again they are a graceful fruit; which sounds very odd. A graceful fruit. hmm. Beautiful, spunky... Peaches. Fruit.

don't leave me...

2006-01-29T22:09:00.000-08:00

She might leave me. I don't want her to.
It's Avery's birthday today. I am so happy for her. But it makes me sad.
I can't believe it. 13. No. It feels for me the trees are growing and i'm just the pond staying there. bubbling away.
Shr's growing up. I'm not. It feels so much like that some times. And it makes me cry. I feel awful when I do. Cause its so happy that she is growing up. I'd miss her by my side if she took off so far. It went from this:

4-6: We were always together. We would stay up till 2 when we were at each others house's. The New Years party that year we had a contest; whoever statyed up the latest won. We would keep ourselfs awake till talking about barbies *grin*. Ave won. =D

7-9= She would always have funny stories to tell. She would always keep me laughing and still does. She was almost perfect. No one is perfect. But it seemed like it. She is beautiful, Smart, Funny.

10-12= Always was there for me. I knew I could tell her anything. She was huggable and laughable. Still is. We talked and talked. We would goof off. We went through mess ups. And parties. Hard things, sad things, happy things.

I don't want to loose her.

To be a princess

2006-01-29T21:04:00.000-08:00

When I was... Well every girl goes through the stage where she wants to be a princess more than anything else. Beautiful, Charming, and the long dresses. I used to always want to wear a dress and fancy shoes. Yep that was me. Not just me every little girl I know goes through that stage. Just like everyone goes through the cootie stage ;). You wanted to dance wear skirts and twirl and swirl. Have long cozy hair. And be a princess. Just be a princess. Twinkley eyed and bouncy personallity she is already her own princess inside she just can't see it. Then you grow a bit older and are not as graceful anymore. You like to wear dresses still but they get in the way with rolling in the mud. So you ditch the gowns and the princess that you were dreaming of and move on to pants, pink sweats and children's yoga pants. Then sweats aren't cool anymore when you hit middle school and you wear jeans and slacks and all the other pants you can think of, (still yoga and sweats do stick to the soul;). Yes it changes and the princess changes. But as soon as you choose your princess she'll always be there for you and look out for you, and accept you in every way.

No matter what you wear.

gym

2006-01-26T17:06:00.000-08:00

I love gym.
And I love my big, huge gym class, so many people. Every class at gym we have to start at different bases and then we one of the instructors shouts out a counts down while we prepare are last preparations. And then we shoot out among the gym pounding the floor with our runners and bluring the room with our shorts. Each time we get to our starting point we grab a stick. That stands for a lap around the huge gym. When time is up you count out you sticks and you find out how many laps you ran. Today I did 15 laps. I hope to do more next time, thats not nearly enough for me, I know next time I can do more. I started out with 10 then I moved up to 11 and now I am 15! Yay! I was very proud but some people didn't believe me. But I know I did it.

Black

2006-01-24T20:32:00.000-08:00

Why is that color so unlikeable?
I love that color in fact its my favorite color to wear. I'm no goth. But I do like darker colors, only because I hate drawing attention to myself. Black for a fact is a very nice color, there are many nice things that are blacl let me name a few;
The beautiful midnight sky, cozy cotton and wool sweaters, black kittens, black slacks, coffee without cream, dogs wet noses.And much much more! But black can be a scary color too, well, a unlikeable color anyway. But I don't even want to name things that are black unlikeable things cause most of those things are signs for evil. Lots of goths used to go to my school but all of them graduated. Which is odd it was like a whole grade of goths. I can't think of why people would want black lipstick but thats what they want, thats what they do.

9 days

2006-01-21T19:10:00.000-08:00

Gosh only 9 more days till Avery Jordan's Birthday. She was born on the 29th of Janurary. I was born on the 29th also but in a different month. I believe Jonah is celebrating his birthday tonight as I type. Avery said she may not be having a party once again since her grades are not quite improved yet. She is disapointed about that, as she had to cancel her party last year. Well I just want to let everyone know, Ave's birthday is coming up.

Just be..

2006-01-18T16:49:00.000-08:00

Just be who you think you are and maybe, just maybe, you might be excepted..

Summer

2006-01-17T17:45:00.000-08:00

Let the sun beat down on to your mind and refelect a beam of gold on your chest.
Warm rain falls on to your bare arms and legs as you walk up the hill that seemed so heavy in winter. You let yourself fall on to the water as you stand on the dock let your body sink through the air till you soak in to the ocean and feel light and glowy. Sitting on the sand which seems beautifuly white and dull. Let yourself suck in to the sand and melt in to it by the sun. Let drops of sun tip and tap your face as you put on your cap. Feel the summer air woosh past you as you climb out of the pool and feel warm whirls of water as you jump back in, opening your eyes for a dash and see bubbles bubbling around you. open the front door and find the sun greeting yo to another summer day you walk up past the driveway and start with a slow to fast pace and then take off running down your street air running with you through your tee and past you and then another wall of fresh air fallows. Wear sneakers and sandals, and relax on the cloudy days and drink soft drinks. Walk through your block in shorts and feel wind sleep and sneak in to you. Just feel, Summer.

RED

no funky monkey for me:(

2006-01-16T10:19:00.000-08:00

Not that I didn't get in I was supposed to try out today.
This morning I hadn't been feeling well, nor the day before today. Well math class came and it got much worse; my head ached and ached. Then my stomach flipped, the teacher excused me from class as I walked down the classroom everything seemed to spin and then everything went weird my friends sounded like elephants and I felt like I was gonna hurl so I walked as fast as I could to the bathroom it came up but I had to gulp it back down. I turned in to the office and asked for the phone I dialed my number as fast as possible feeling desperate, it was busy! I dialed my Mom's cell no answer! I dialed my grandparent's number no answer! I was gonna to die I thought; I'm going to die. Than I relaxed I leaned back on to the couch. I wanted to fall asleep. THan it csmp to me; I'm not going to try out. I can't be in the talent show...

from smart to stupid and stupid to smart

2006-01-15T19:18:00.000-08:00

There are many smart things only stupid people would do. Say a stupid person is perchasing somthing at the store, the clerk asks for half of ten bucks please . Stupid person only has a ten dollar bill, stupid person takes out their ten dollar bill and happily rips it in half. Stupid person gives clerk half the ten dollar bill and smiles like they just did the most intellegent thing ever.
Now that person is just plain stupid, yet it was a smart idea. If I am not getting my point straight here is another example:
Stupid person's mother asks them a favor; "SP I want you mow the lawn today. Just half the grass though, I don't want it to be much too different". Stupid person is feeling quite lazy today. And understands his mother completly who would want all of their grass cut off? Stupid person mows the lawn but only half the yard. Just as she asked. stupid person olny mowed half the property. This person is stupid also. Yet not as stupid. He could have miss understood her. Very well, yet who could be so stupid to think somebody would want their lawn to be uneven?

Smart to stupid.

Stupid to smart.

Funky Monkey

2006-01-12T21:54:00.000-08:00

The funky Monkey is coming up.

The Funky Monkey is a talent show that is at our school twice a year. I have been trying out since I was in grade 1.
I have always loved the funky monkey just because it gives everyone a chance to really show what they are in to. I was in the Funky Monkey in grade one and I danced to a song from Shrek with a group of friends and in grade 2 when me and the same group of buds tried out we were well awful but we got another chance and we were great! once again we made it in, we danced to soak up the sun by Sharol Crow. It was tons of fun, as the year before we had a theme; surfing. We made surf boards which most of my friends still have them after all these years. And we had jump ropes and sun screen, bathing suits on. Grade three I did not make it in. I forget what i tried to do though. In grade 4 I did not get in, I tried doing a dance routine with a frined and we weren't practiced up enough. Plus they thought the music was to long, or somthing of that sort long time ago and I dont quite remember. I think in grade 3 I tried making a fun dance full of action with a friend named Jada. But we forgot our music and we didn't move around alot.

Well I hope to make it in this year. I'll be sure to let you guys know how it went:D.

RED

rain

2006-01-11T21:06:00.001-08:00

I love rain, when its in the summer I love it, warm air and cool rain pouring down your chest.
One of the most amazing experience I have had was to be able to run through the rain. Thats it, just romp and romp through the water that slides through the air and on to you. I want to dance inn the rain. And I don't care if I get phenomena because its a gift from god to have your dream come true. I just want to dance and run, and bounce and squeal with joy. Fall back and let the water bring you in to its world. Let your wet hair down and lean so far back that your head touches the wet ground, and you feel beautiful. Not because your wearing tons of makeup, not because you are wearing the latest style or the popular girl commented on your looks today. Because your you, because the wet outside of me becomes soft and lets the insides soak out of you.

RED

Wake up on a saturday night

2006-01-10T21:17:00.000-08:00

When I wake up I feel different depending on where I am, if I am at camp I feel: Good more time to have a blast. Oh and not to mention 5 more minutes? If I am at home I feel: Nope this is a dream, I am not awake yet...back to sleep....*yawn*. If I am at a friends slumper party: Well lets just say nobody lets me sleep in *grr*. I hate waking up, I mean I guess I am sometimes happy, I don't want to sleep forever. I just want time to not worry just time to lie down, a break from the world. I am not like I am when I am writing it seems as though that person I am when I am sleeping comes alive and jumps out and shows that i am different in thw world. That may not make any sense to anyone but me... I hate waking up in the middle of the night now that kills. I can never get back to sleep. Well sometimes, happens alot when i am at a place besides home in the summer. Camp happened once or twice and then when I spent part of the summer at my grandparents I woke up in the night about three times I was there.
Sleeping is easy for me. i just have to choose the time to do it:)

Who said Girly was Bad

2006-01-09T18:35:00.001-08:00

Everybody at my school doesn't want to be 'girly' or whatever their idea of girly is anyway.
What their idea of girly is I don't know, but I don't think it is very good anyway. If someone at my school was thought of as a 'girly-girl' they would immediately stand up for herself, many of the girls prove they are not girly in many different ways. They would say I take soccer oh and basketball too! Or they would say I am not! Or some people toss it right back and say well you are too! I remember years ago when Avery, Esme and I used to have li'l fights about that, one of us would bring up the subject when we were playing barbies and Avery would stand up right away knocking over the barbie house I had created and say: "I am a Tom-boy and you guys are Girly-girls!" Then esme would disagree right away and say: "But avery I am a tom-boy too." Then Avery would be like: "No, no your a girly-girl just like Hannah!" "Then i would start getting mad and be like: "How would you know which one I am!?" Avery would say "Because we are best friends! Do you think I would not know?!" then Esme would step in again and say: "Well I don't think I am a girly-girl!" Avery: "YES! you are! I am the only Tom-Boy here right now!"

And it would go on and on. I think its dumb now. Girly is cool, If you are a girl that is:D.
Pink, glitter, fancy, funky, spunky, cute. Girly. A skirt is so called girly.

Who cares?

Bring it on...

2006-01-06T16:59:00.002-08:00

Have you ever been skipping through the radio and then you stop and there you have the perfect song, and from that moment on your always begging for the radio station to turn in on. Or the complete difference? Your skipping through the radio in your car and then you stop and you think What is this? Music? Ugh! Well both of them has happened to me:D
I think that it is part of going insane, some people think this is just a riot and you think DRY when you hear it. Insane I tell you.
I love being insane, insane. Hmmm good ol' insane. Most people think blue is cold and red stands for hot, I disagree labels ugh! ugh! ugh!! Who wants to label things. We are so labeled who ever thought of this!? I think you should label yourself, if you want to be labeled that is:D I hate being labeled well we are all labeled its life. *Sigh* Label Life, I don't want to be labled but I am. Labeled with an awful age labeled with a grade labeled with..oh so many things. Life just isn't worth it:D

Enjoy life, don't waste it on labels or "the friend/popular game".

RED

Swing...creeeeaaak...push...swing.....creeeeak...push..

2006-01-05T16:48:00.000-08:00

Some one I know deep inside loves to swing.

She went up to the swing even though she knew her break would be over in a few minutes and mounted the swing and she pushed her chuck taylors in to the ground and threw her head back feeling the breeze flow through every hair on her skull. She felt god was with her. She knew god was with her. Every thing went silent except for her and the swing which sang: creak creak creak. And her sneakers pushing in to the ground. She reached back and ruffled her bun making all her hair fall out. She swung back and forth. She could feel all the air and magic in the world with her. She was a star of many stars but glowing through the glass. She let go of the swing and felt air push her back and forth. She stopped pushing against the ground and stopped to a tap. For those seconds it was as though she felt as though she was relaxed and floating.
Then she grunged her feet in to the ground again and flowed a few secounds again, glowing and flowing.
She tapped the ground once more before jump off the swing and landing...

That some one is me:).

Perfect

2006-01-05T16:42:00.000-08:00

No perfect. No! No! No!
No one is perfect when will man kind get to know that!?
I just can't believe some people think and show that they are "perfect" no one is perfect.
No man is perfect I mean. God I think is perfect. Man is not perfect.

I hope some one realize this before the earth is dust.

OoBubblesOo

2006-01-04T16:28:00.000-08:00

I think that bubbles are so cool:D
I mean they are ful of shine and color, and they make the coolest pop sound!
You can get them in flavor so they are edible. You can get them so they can't be popped.
I want a bubble machine. You could have it spin and spin and make bubbles. Fill your room with bubbles!
Bubbles are cool.

Tomorrow

2006-01-03T17:37:00.000-08:00

Song lyrics
The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun

Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none

When I'm stuck with a day
That's gray,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And grin,
And say,
Oh

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may

Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I love ya
Tomorrow

You're always
A day away

When I'm stuck with a day
That's gray,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin,
and grin,
and say,
Oh

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on 'til
Tomorrow
Come what may

Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I love ya
Tomorrow

You're always
A day away

Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I love ya
Tomorrow

You're always
A day away

-FROM: Annie

Milk and a brownie

2006-01-01T02:17:00.000-08:00

Milk and a brownie fit together just as well as a baby and a rattle do. A girl couldn't sleep, she got out of bed in her pajamas and socks and walked across the cold wood floor. She meets the ktchen in a instant and opens the fridge feeling the cold smooth breeze on her face. She looks around, nothing much. And takes a brownie out of the tin. She brings it slowly up to her lip and her front teeth bite in to the square of fudge. She craves another desire, milk. She opens the fridge again and takes out the milk, humming a tune she walks on her socked covered feet to the counter and takes a clear glass off the shelf. She pours the thick white drink in to the glass watching as it falls like a waterfall. She takes it satisfied and brings the brownie once again up to her lip to feed. She then walks to her room and sits down and drinks her milk, just a sip, but a big sip. Satisfied with the taste she eats the rest of her brownie in greed and drinkd her milk down to the bottom. With milk on her face and fudge free she walks on her socked covered feet once again to her computer. And writes a post about it.

Mom I know your not happy with me for eating in my bedroom but, no mess:)

A little more from RED

2005-12-31T17:00:00.000-08:00

Hello,

I am going to get my hair done differently in feb. I am going to dye it and get it cut differently.
I saw the style in a magazine, its cool. I won't be red anymore of course:( but still the name sticks:)
My hair will be all sorts of colors but not *colorful* I mean blonde, brown, black, dirty blonde, etc.
It'll be interesting of course if I don't like it, I can change it around a bit play with the hair style and all and some red dye to it? Uh, no I don't think so. But still its gonna be cool:)

I just woke up a few hours ago I miss out on most of the day. Nice. I am still in my Pj's *grin* it seems thats all I wear, pajamas.
Except when Mom tells me to go put jeans on or "Real pants". I wear pajamas. I'm writing another story, its about two girls and the one girl meets the other girls best friend on the phone, don't ask how that happens I don't want to give it away. Lets just say she gets the wrong number:). And then a girl moves next door to the girl with the wrong phone number, and the girl that got the wrong number is shocked because the girl she had met on the phone said her best friend was Pen Prom and was moving from NY to BC. The girl that moved next door turns out to be Pen Prom from NY. The two girls become friends instantly and Pen shows Blue that life is ok even if you have a weird name. Their friendship is as solid as stone. Then a terrible thing happens, and Pen needs Blue to show her some strength now. The story is called: Strength that was shared.

Well thats it for now,

RED

Harry Potter

2005-12-30T19:03:00.000-08:00

Has anyone seen it?

It is a awsome flick, I loved it I really want to see it a few more times.
I own all of them up to the 3rd movie, but thats as far as they've got right? Not including the 4th movie that is.

S.C

2005-12-28T22:50:00.000-08:00

Even though I don't believe. I believe in this poem.

2005-12-24T16:22:00.000-08:00

Of course there is a Santa
I am sure we all agree
No matter if you are one hundred
or a babe of only three

To gaze up into the sky
and see Santa fly away
what a thrill it would be,
it would really make your day

For days and days the children
are as excited as can be
How their eyes light up
as they look at the decorated tree

They go shopping with their parents
just hoping they will see
Santa in the store
so they can sit upon his knee

As Santa asks them
"what would you like me to bring to you?"
the little children answer
"bring gifts to all the other children too."

The big night is finally here
It is so hard to get to sleep
so if you hear a Ho, Ho, Ho
get quietly up and take a little peek

Of course there is a Santa
I'm as sure as I can be
Santa brought a "special" gift
All of my internet friends to me

There Really Is A Santa!!!
I believe, I believe, I believe,
Don't You?

Sarah & her sister

2005-12-23T23:39:00.001-08:00

Sarah was a stubborn girl. And for a 9 year old she seemed as though she was 12. She had her best friend who was 12; friends at school were just leaving the school since they were in gr.7. Sarah found it awfully hard to make friends they same age as her. Sarah had a sister that was 13 and a brother that was 7 Mickey and Jay. She was closest to Mickey no doubt since it seemed as though they were only a year apart. Jay was hardly ever home because he had so many friends that he was constantly going to birthday parties. Sarah knew a lot of things people in her class didn’t know. Not because she was way smarter but because she was in to different things. She had dropped Barbie’s as soon as she had seen a magazine. She stopped wearing yoga pants as soon as she saw sweats.
She stopped wearing nightgowns as soon as she saw pajama pants. And it was all because of Mickey. She looked up to Mickey. Mickey let Sarah play with her friends and her. Then one day Mummsie and Dad asked Sarah why she never hung out with people her age and Sarah didn’t know what to say so she burst out in to tears and ran away. Mickey put down her magazine and asked, “What year was Sarah born in Dad?” “1993” Dad answered “WHAT! But its 2005 now so she would be 12! How could you get your daughter so wrong no wonder she acts so much older and looks so much older too”, Mummsie looked horrified “How could you?” she asked Dad “how do you think she is gonna take this?” I’d go tell her…” Mickey started “but its your mistake you will have to go through the amount of screaming there is going to be, you started it after all. Now if you excuse me I would like to go for a walk. I am not to keen on hearing the racket that is going to come from my dear sisters mouth.” “Thanks your some help.” Dad said, “She is right you know, we made the mistake we have to let her know how old she really is.” Mickey was getting her coat on and left the house. Sarah had always thought Mickey was the most beautiful person she had ever seen. Long black hair, thick eyebrows, and flaming green eyes that was like lasers, which glowed. She usually
Wore black shirts and jeans. Sarah was lying on her bed with her blonde hair spread out and her deep dark brown, huge eyes shut. She was also beautiful. Just did not see it.

“Sarah” Mummsie said “Sarah!” Dad shouted. “Listen to us! Right away!”
Sarah opened her eyes, looking as huge and beautiful as ever. “Mummsie, Dad” she said with a nod “you have my attention” “You were born in 1993 correct?” Dad asked. “Very sir” she said. “Have you given much thought to that?” Mummsie asked “No” Sarah answered; her father gave her a sharp look. “Ma’am” she finished. “Well if you do the math correctly, you are 12”. Mummsie finished.

“Why didn’t you tell me this before?” Sarah said full of rage, “We didn’t know until now,” Mummsie explained. “Oh” Sarah said still confused but didn’t want to go on with the most odd convocation she had ever experienced. She flipped over so her mother would know that the answer was no to dinner. “C’mon Sarah have some dinner” Mummsie said “muffsluf” Sarah mumbled “I guess I should take that as a no” Mummsie said indeed” Sarah said. “Ok well I will send Mickey in here to talk to you when she gets back if you want?” “Back? Where was she?” Sarah asked “Oh! She went for a walk” “yeah? Why?” “Oh umm she just wanted to.” “Yeah…you can send her in.” With that Mummsie walked out and in to the kitchen. A few seconds later Mickey walked in. “ridiculous eh?” she asked, “Yeah…I’m kind of actually insulted by it…” “Well, no kidding they were lets see…3 years off, harsh” “it’s a harsh world” Sarah replied. “Well vacation starts tomorrow, we can get back at them then can’t we☺?” Mickey joked.

“So…what’s all this about a walk?” Sarah said and gave her sister a tickle. Mickey didn’t answer. “What about school? Are you going to continue grade 4 or move up to grade 7?” “I don’t know. I am clueless really I don’t know what is to come of me.” “Something good” Mickey said “No matter what I swear” “hah.” Mickey took out wish dust she had picked up from Dust’s Dollar on her walk. “Make a wish” she told Sarah and close your eyes tight! ☺” “Ok” Sarah said. And she wished inside her head: I wish I could be in grade 7 just like all my friends, yet look much more mature as well. Before you knew it Sarah’s eyes became even more beautiful and big, and she was wearing a pink fluffy mini skirt and a white blouse with nametag saying: Hello I am Sarah Baxter a senior at New York school elementary☺. Sarah was so happy she looked over at her self in the mirror. She was wearing lip-gloss and looked much older. She looked over at Mickey she wrapped her arms around her and said thank you. Sarah started to cry because she was so happy and thankful she had such a lovely sister. “Love you” she said.

And she always did.

Trick

2005-12-22T23:54:00.000-08:00

Kate didn’t want to work. She just wanted to be normal; Kate didn’t want to be a farm girl. She wanted to stop skipping school. “Katie!” Mrs.Xtan called. “Don’t forget to milk the cows! I’m going to work” “yes Ma’am” Kate replied. Kate hated it when people call her Katie she just liked plain Kate. As usual Kate didn’t do her work. She ate breakfast and went to school. Her brother who was 17 named Nicholas, yet shortened it to Nick always was the first up and her sister Pennie who was 14 was just getting up. Pennie was always the last one up. Pennie had also changed her name to Jen. But as always Ma’am never called us by are shortened names just other family members and friends called us by that. Jen came in to the room as Kate was leaving the house, as usual Jen would act as if she thought Kate was outside doing her work. Kate was the youngest of the 3 Xtan children she was 13 and had to do all the work in the farm. It wasn’t always like that. When Nick was born father had to do all the work. Then Father had to go to war. And was killed. By then Nick was 6 and was capable of doing work he was counted on doing all the work in the farm. He loved school so he would sneak out of the house and go to school and then when he came home from school he would do all the work. And would not get back in to the house till dinner. Ma’am would always ask him where he had been up to he would always say: “oh… just doing some extra chores that’s all.” Yet Nick would hardly ever get any homework done. After dinner he would usually go to bed and stay up till 1:45 doing homework. And then get a 5-hour sleep and start the day over. Jen was only 3 then but he was so close to her. Yet and as soon as Jen was 6 she started doing all the work and Nick would go to school. Nick told her his trick since Jen also enjoyed school. But Jen didn’t have to stay up till 1:45 doing homework, since she had her big bro to help her. Who had already completed these assignments 3 years ago. Then when Jen was 7 Kate was born and as well when Kate was 6 she had to do the work and Jen and Nick passed down the trick Nick had created years ago. Kate still was doing the work. And Ma’am separated from her second husband yesterday. Ma’am was a beautiful woman she had crimped blonde hair and beautiful think eyelashes and streaks in her hair. Beautiful lush lips that seemed always red and natural. Her cheeks as rosy as a real rose its self and eyes that glowed as the dew on the grass does in the early morn.
Ma’am never knew of this trick. No one ever planed to tell her.
Jen never ate breakfast she would drink water. Sucking on an orange was as far as she ever got for breakfast. Except for when she was a baby when Ma’am chose out everything for her. Every child in the Xtan family was to be home by 5 so no one really could stay as late as their friends did in school. Or go to a friend’s house. Ma’am was usually home by 7 and left in the morning at 7 so she was gone for a good 12 hours a day and 7 of them were spent for the kids in school. So when Kate came home each day she would have 5 hours to do her work. When Kate came home the next day the phone rang Kate picked up. “Moo” said the person. Kate knew right away that it was the nurse from the school. She always made fun of the Xtan family because they lived on a farm and were farm kids. You might think it is kind of odd how a grown woman would make fun of you. The nurse was in fact not a woman she was a student. A top A+ student in nurse school who was 15 her name was Clara. “Yes Clara” Kate said with a sigh. “Your sister came in sick today and she started to cough up blood and she is not feeling to well in her stomach either. We sent her to the hospital. They just called now to say she is suffering from breast cancer”
“Wha.wha.wha.” Kate said. “I am sorry Moo girl but that’s the story” Clara said. “Well you should past this message on to your ‘rents and you should go to the hospital to visit her. She said she knows about “the work” but she has a plan. And Nick is to be contacted as well.” “He is…at school” Kate managed to spit out. “Uh are you ok Moo girl? You don’t sound…good”. “I am fine can you tell Nick to meet me at the hospital?” “I will do so,” Clara said. Kate to young to drive was hopeless. She had not realized that before.
She might as well just do her work Kate thought. So she went outside and did her work but fast very fast it only took her 3 hours. She had to do these three things. This is her Monday job list: Mow the lawn, weed the veggie garden, milk the cow, feed the horse and the chickens, clean the stable, wash the car. An awful lot but she got it done. And then she called the hospital. “Hello you’ve reached your city hospital how can we help you?” “My sister!” Kate burst out and then started bawling, “sorry ma’am I can’t understand you?” “My sister is in the hospital with breast cancer” “And what’s her name dear?” “Pennie Xtan” Kate wetly replied “Ok dear you can come visit her anytime now, yet we do have some one named Nicholas visiting her at the moment and we are waiting for some one by the name of Katie” “That’s ME!” Kate sobbed out.
“Oh well then” the lady said “come on over☺” “but I can’t you see” Kate bursted “I am much to young to drive!!!” “Oh! Well then” the lady started “I could contact some one who could give you a lift? “Nicholas” Kate mumbled, “ok I will tell him, does he know the address?” “He lives with me!” Kate shouted. “Ok dear I will contact him…goodbye dear” “bye” Kate said and hung up.

Kate went in to her room to change out of her sweaty and grimy clothes. She took off her overalls and t-shirt and put on one of her jean skirts and a sweater.
She put on some deodorant so she wouldn’t greet Jen with a dirty smell.
When Nick came to the house he honked his horn and Kate leaped out of
The house and ran to him. Nick had gotten out of the car and Kate got to him she threw herself in to her brothers arms. Nick said “its not that bad really” “oh! Nick” Kate said “cancer? Really, Nick its awful!” And Kate started to bawl some more “oh Kate! Do stop at once! Once you see her you would hardly think she has anything at all” “but its on the inside Nick” Kate said. How could her brother be so silly Jen could die and would he care Jen the one he passed his trick on to. Jen the one who was there for him when ever he needed to talk to someone Jen the one who he was always closest to. “Jen!” she yelled “how could this happen?” “Even worse what will mother say?” “Oh I am sure it’ll be fine but as long as you got the work done she won’t be as upset “yes I got the work done what do you think I was doing for the last 3 hours of the stupid day!?”
“Oh for gosh sake how would I know?” “Well you got the work done way quicker than I ever did” “well Nick you probably did a splendid job every time!” “Not every time” “well I surely didn’t this time” “obviously” Nick said as they turned in to the parking lot of the hospital. As soon as they went in the signed in at the front desk and they were took to Jen’s room Nick give the nurse Ma’am’s work number so Ma’am could get the shocking news. Kate felt awfully sorry for her. Imagine getting a casual phone call from some one you don’t know and that stranger telling who your daughter is on the stage of death? How awful!

When Kate walked in the room she found Jen lying there with blood all over her shirt (from coughing it up) and she was reading a magazine with blood covering the page she was desperately trying to read. Kate felt sorry for her. “Jen.” Kate said. “Jen.” Kate said again “Oh hey Kates” “what’s up?” “What do you think is up?! I am about to die in a few days!” Jen screeched she was obviously sad and mad she was on her deathbed. That did it Kate was so sorry for her she started yelling and screaming she fell to the floor and screamed and kicked and swore and yelled at god! It made her so mad and sad! Nick was looking at her in aw. But Kate didn’t care if the nurse came rushing in and swore to god she thought Kate was going mad. “Kate! Good lord! I know your upset but could you please take it down!” Nick said calmly” “HOW? HOW CAN YOU ACT SO SMART!?”
“SHE, SHE IS DEAD!” Kate screamed, “She is already gone” “she is gone she is not Jen anymore!!!” With that Nick started to sob he was so sad to see his two only sisters in such great pain. Then at that moment Mrs. Xtan walked in. She was horrified to see her three children Screaming in pain and agony she screamed: “THESE ARE NOT MY CHILDREN WHAT…IS GOING ON??? DO TAKE THIS AS SOME KIND OF JOKE?” she yelled to the nurse “no ma’am the names of these children are Nicholas, Katie and what…of left of Pennie” “NO! No, this can’t be! My beautiful brave girl almost dead?” Let me talk to them She walked over to her first child “Nicholas.” She said smoothly he did not reply. There you see he did not reply he is not my son. These are not my daughters” “oh! But they are!” the nurse said “Take Nick and Katie leave Pennie here”

And she did. “Now what was that all about Nick?’

“Don’t you understand?” Nick asked her “Ma’am Pennie is dieing she went to the nurse’s office today and…she started to cough up blood and she was feeling sick to her stomach. So they sent her to the hospital and there she is now dying from breast cancer they aren’t doing anything they said they have more important things to work on, and that…that…she has no chance of living!” And he started to whimper and then the tears started to roll. “Oh Nick! Do stop!” “Jen” he said sadly “Why does this have to happen to her?!”

The next morning the kids stayed home from school. And Ma’am went to work.

There was phone call saying Jen was dead.

Ma’am still doesn’t believe it.

life:)

2005-12-22T19:44:00.000-08:00

I wish everyone could be beautiful. Then more people would be happy☺
☺☹ That is life the rollercoaster of life. Okay here we go through the baby hill…and whoa! Here we go up the mountain of love and here we go in to the depressed area etc etc etc or the shampoo sample. I love life. Life is such a gift. And it’s not like those kinder surprises your grandma’s friend used to bring you when you were five.

Watch how you use it.

Yes please

2005-12-20T19:56:00.000-08:00

Yes please is politer than what

No thank you is better than NO WAY!

Soft is better than hard

Cumfy is better than uncumfy

Slim is better than fat

Yum is better than gross

My dream for Christmas morn

2005-12-20T18:00:00.000-08:00

An idog.

Try this!

2005-12-20T10:58:00.000-08:00

http://www.northpole.com/

Go there for:

You can track santa to see where he is on Christmas eve, hah!

And you can tallk to santas elfs on the computer llike messenger its funny!

Childhood Love

2005-12-19T21:32:00.000-08:00

Lumpy, lumpy, lumpy bumpy Pop Pow. Catchoot!

This is what a car sounds like that needs: A better engine.
When we were driving to the White Spot for dinner I was thinking about my book. I am writing a book but then the computer had to have some work done on it so I had to stop writing it. I haven’t gotten back to it yet. I hope its not gone *fingers crossed*. Who here is happy? And who is sad?
Me? mixed feelings always! Amazing darlin don’t ya’ll think? Well I don’t its awfully harsh. I was thinking when I was a little kid *sigh*. Luke and I would Take all are blankets and bring them downstairs and make a “Hamster house”, and we would pretend we were hamsters. My name was….oh umm Scrubby I think and oh! Yes…Luke’s name was….uh…was..Hamy! Yes Hammy! Good times! Oh I just remembered that silly game I made up when I was oh, six or so called: Happy Kitty It should be sad kitty but it was fun well it was then at least. It is a 2-player game but you can play it with more I suppose.
Anyhow some one would stand on the sofa/chair and chant “happy kitty, happy kitty, happy kitty” over and over, and then out of nowhere they would jump off the sofa/chair and try and grab the kitty aka Hannah/Luke. And the wrestling matches, yes old twin wrestles. Whenever we got hit hard instead of blurting out “Luke hit me” or “Hannah punched me in the face!” we would play dead hah! It was a funny sight but we never fell for it. And in the summer races around the house barefoot of course! All the way around!
The old house. So many memories there, we don’t live there anymore moved this summer. I grew up there to what I am now.

I never thought of it till now.

Life♧♡☀☁☺☹✐✔✖ < this is life to some people

2005-12-19T20:08:00.001-08:00

Life is not about making friends, its about enjoying. Don't play the game: Make as many friends as possible. You don't want some one to get more than you? I don't play that game I enjoy life. I be myself and let them come to me, on the other hand if everyone was like that you would have like no friends. I figured somthing out friends is spelled: Fry-ends, so think of them like this they're your fry ends. You need them there to complete you because they're your ends, yet they are fryed so you can't have alot of them.

Talents, goals, ℜewards. Life is not about that.

Life. Life is about God.

bumbum

2005-12-19T13:01:00.000-08:00

I am such a lazy bumbum. I am still in my PJ's and as soon as I get up in the morning I go back to bed. And on the first day of school last year I got up got dressed etc. And then I went to sleep, a few hours later lukes waking me up saying its time to go to school (.) (.) E-gad! I have a very hard time keeping my space clean. I am lazy in school (only I repeat ONLY! somtimes). Here are some of the things I enjoy doing just to prove I am lazy:). I enjoy sleeping in, reading, listening to my radio. Watching TV,
Sitting by the fire place, a little shopping every now and then (oh! and when I do go I buy as much as possible ;). I am a lazy bum as you can see. I can see it, if can't lean in to the screen a little more so you can see, now open your eyes like this: (.) (.).
I just wanted an excuse to do: (.) (.) (hehe). Anyhow, I am lazy. It's my sin. Have you figured out what your top sin is?

Truly lazy,

RED

soft

2005-12-19T09:58:00.000-08:00

Soft can be anything

fluffy can be anything

Everything can seem unfluffy when it is fluffy

Soft can be different in anybodys eyes.

A stick could be soft.

Or a kleenex

It really depends on what type of eye you've got

Soft is a really unpredictble thing

Soft, fluffy

fluffy, soft

FInd out what type of eye you've got

Its best for you

2005-12-18T19:53:00.000-08:00

No one is commenting so far. For 3 days. Makes me sad:(

A quiz! Take it! please

2005-12-17T18:39:00.000-08:00

Hi guys!

I feel like typing. So here I am typing.
Here is a quiz I want you too take. Print it out if you have a printer and if you don’t. Then copy and paste the questions in a comment, and answer them. Here it is:

What is your favorite holiday? __________Why? _________________________________

If you could have your dream friend what would they be like, what would they look like?

Eyes: ___________________________

Nose:___________________________

Hobbies:

Would they have a sense of humor?
Yes. No______

What color hair would they have would it be natural or dyed? __________________________

Why did you choose this answer? ____________________________

Would they be skinny or fat? Dark skin tone or light skin tone? __________________

_________________________________________________________

Back to you, what is your favorite type of socks for an example answer: Ankle socks and padded.___________________

Why do you like these socks? _____________________

Do you think you have good balance/posture?__________________

What is your favorite clothing item to wear?_____________________________

Describe your favorite outfit:____________________________________________________

_______________________________________________________________________________

What is your favorite clothing line?_______________________

What is your favorite item of clothing to look at only?______________________________

Why only?_____________________________

______________________________________

Thanks for taking the quiz!

Your till ice screams, RED

Any comments about the quiz? Name them here!______________________________________

______________________________________________________________________________________

If you are going to print this please let me know on a comment and post the answers on your blog. So I can see them of course.

Ba®bie

2005-12-17T17:08:00.000-08:00

She is a childs idol. Not the best really. Slim, skimpy, dumb blonde. I have no clue why toy makers or whatever we call them these days made her. She doesn't give a good impression about blondes:( She seems very vain, yet full of glamore and beauty. She is made in so many different forms nowadays but she still has the sameslim body. She can givepeople the impression: If you wanna look like me stop eating and you'll be as slim and petite as me *dimple, dimple*. Well that is awful. Yet on the other hand she is just a doll, a harmless doll. She can look different to people in different eyes.

Same with us.

Just ot back and...ow!

2005-12-17T14:30:00.000-08:00

I had an awsome time snowboarding!

Owww! I am sooo stiff. My Butt is killing me! I love it you just cruise along. Speedy. Thats me, Speedy. I bet all of my family is gonna post about it. The wipe outs kill but it is so much fun.

The pull rope, OWWWWW! My poor poor brother. Luke went to the pull rope grabbed on and...WHAM! Luke was flying through the air and landed on the snow. I have to say the same thing happened to moi. It hurts, but you get used to flying within 4-5 times of it. But pro's can just grab on and have a fun ride up the mountain. There were so many little kids that could cruise up the slope..*sigh*. But I am good at the snowboarding part of it. Here is a picture of me, yet its not the best:)

long

2005-12-16T21:31:00.000-08:00

I wonder what life is like to other people.
Everyone looks at life differently.
As a gift, torture, magical, happy, sad, fun etc.
I look at it as...well I can't answer that question..yet.
I guess I could say a shampoo sample, but its not quite right.
I got back from dance I'd say ohh...about a while ago.
Look at this simbol: @. Hehe some people at school call it the "shaw sign", I actually
find that quite funny.
Look at the eyes: (.) (.).

Cool eh?
I am going snowboarding tomorow. Another family adventure. *Sigh* I don't enjoy them as much as I did when I was a little kid.
Family is family not friends, family=friends, no they're family. Yet, times can be fun with the rents and Luke.
Snowboarding sounds fun though, my first time. Yike! I am nervous but happy.
Yoga pants. I want a darker pair, I have violet and blue but I am not a big fan of colorful clothes. I hate drawing attention to myself.
Coffee. I am starting to like it. Infact I like it alot it is...good? I don't know how to describe it.
My brother however: Takes a sip *choke* *gulp* "yumm...good..?".
Tree up.
Presents stacked.
Fire burning.
Stockings up.
These are signs that Christmas is among us. *Grin*.

Red

I should probley post on HOLIDAY, but this pic is hilarious!

2005-12-16T21:25:00.000-08:00

Haha. The title of this picture is: The Greedy Dog. I love it.
It is so...different. Funny, humorus, well it is interesting. If not funny but, I like it.

RED

A girls so called best friend. Though I would say your best friend is your best friend.

2005-12-16T21:00:00.001-08:00

boogie baby

2005-12-16T18:28:00.000-08:00

Dancing. It isn't a sissy sport that people show off in. Dance is just as inportant as say..hockey. There are champion ships in dance, there are trophies, parties, awards etc etc. Dance is a big part of are lives we dance at parties, when we are happy, for no reason. We can dance because thats the way we show others that we feel this way or that.

Dance is huge, there are so many awards you can get for doing an lovely job. There are thousands of dance studios in the world. Girls and boys all over earth want to learn different types of dance. I have my Hip-Hop class tonight.

Dance is a sport not a silly little kid fun thing.

Take it seriosly.

Whoosh! Up to 13

2005-12-16T15:26:00.000-08:00

People think I look way older. They say I look 12 at the least. My face makes me look like I am 13 or How old are you? Or What grade are you in? These are not insulting questions. For a fact I don't like my age I have been "the age" long enough.
I don't know really when I look at myself at myself I think I don't look older than anyone else I look 13 then I remember I am a few years behind. But all in all, I am *gulp* 10...*sigh*. It is odd how I have friends 2 to 3 years older than me.

*Sigh*. Whoosh. Whoosh. Whoosh.

Hey!

2005-12-15T22:32:00.000-08:00

I feel..

2005-12-15T22:00:00.000-08:00

I feel....*glow*...*gleam* .

I have no idea what I feel like. It is positively odd how you are with your self all day and you have no idea what you feel.
I saw The Lion The Witch And The Wordrobe today, for the secound time. Its just too good, it is on my must see 5 times list.
Have any of you seen Mr. And Mrs. Smith? Its a good flick as well. School does not make me feel beautiful, at all. People say I have bushy eyebrows and should pluck them ( I do) and they ask me id I wash my face (because I have zits) it makes me want to cry, some of their questions:(. But yet I don't. I have heard a lot of mean things people can say.

It hurts

ho hum

2005-12-14T20:51:00.000-08:00

A normal day.

Thats what it was today.

I am going to write a normal post.

But talk in ryme, the most.

We are going to see a movie tomorrow.

Me and my class there is such sorrow.

In the movie I shall see.

With me my class and me.

I love summer

When it is not summer it is a bummer.

I wish I was beautiful.

But I don't feel beautiful.

I want to be tall more than anything in the world.

Who here considers themselfs old?

Or a shiny type of gold?

By: RED

I thought you might want to see my "talent" in poetry it's not much as you can see.
And I would truly love to be tall. It's a gift from god to be tall, god does not want to give me that gift yet.
Maybe for christmas?

Oh Canada...Our Home And Native Land...True...etc. etc. etc.

2005-12-14T19:56:00.000-08:00

Sports...

2005-12-14T19:35:00.001-08:00

Back

2005-12-13T19:11:00.000-08:00

Back, I am back.

Sad, I am sad

I won't be posting much, as I am in a very sad point of my shampoo sample now.
I just wanted to let you know I am back and may be posting every now and then.
I am very frusterated. I hate feeling this way:( I don't feel right. Somthing is missing.
Pray for me please.

Hannah update

2005-12-10T23:16:00.000-08:00

Hannah will continue to be offline as she needs more time to reflect on what attitude she would like to bring forth to the table.

No Hannah here.

2005-12-04T19:23:00.000-08:00

Hannah will be away from the computer for one week.

sprucies in the kitchen

2005-12-04T09:08:00.000-08:00

Spruceies in the kitchen is such a great idea! I smell spicey food when I am looking at the blog.
Which is great because I love the smell of spicey food, that makes think the blog is magical *grin*.
I am wearing pink PJ's, and a hoddie and my bangs are wacko because yours truly just woke up.
I am going to church today but we're like always late.

The Saint Nickolas Day thing went a-o-k but yet not many chums showed up.
I am stiff today*no grin* I went to the hills (Luke wanted to go after school with a sled) I did not want to go to tell the truth I wanted to go home and drin a nice cup of hot choclate. I decided to try this really steep hill and I went in to the thorn bushes and boomed my neck against this big this branch it killed but I am ok though it felt like I couldnt talk at first it was scary but nothing else really happened no blood no tears but yes pain.

yours the stiff red head

RED

Back and insane

2005-12-01T18:48:00.000-08:00

My color is back, I am glad to have it back as well. My mom got some new clothes for her birthday and your truly likes them too in fact I am wearing her fleece right now, a nice red color. I love the way the snow is coming and coming, pure magic. I love the way it sits on your eyelashes and the way it fluffs on to your jacket. I wish…NOTHING every thing shall come its way, though there are a few things where I would like to choose the way they come. I am so happy. Color galore! Good. I am so sure I am going insane in a colorful way. Which is wonderful, though it sounds odd that I am saying that going insane is wonderful it is a special type of insane. Magical. I am willing to take the long road for this year even though the short road seems less harsh, long ect.

RED

this kinda looks like me when I...

2005-12-01T08:32:00.000-08:00

Dyed my hair. Sorta the same color hair/fur. He makes me feel "RED" since I am loosing my redness.

School is soon,

gotta run

RED

My color is drained. Sad.

2005-11-30T18:30:00.000-08:00

I am not colorful today☹. It makes me sad. I got the blues but I don’t feel blue I don’t feel like I have any type of color on me at all. I am so blah, not full of any glitter or sparks or color not even wood shavings! There’s this song we are singing in coir and its called “Little Saint Nick” I was thinking what an odd name he is so not little. Hehe.
I wish color and glitter were inside me today. I like it when there’s a light to lead me out of this dark mine where I start my day. Speaking of mines we went on a field trip today to a mine museum for science.

Déjà vu. I had a case of it today, this girl that sits behind me on the bus was turning around and looking at me. Déjà vu. I had a vision that was going to happen. I have a lot of déjà vu. My friend says since I dyed my hair I could get cancer, I highly doubt that.

I think I may dye my hair again, after a while.

It might make me more colorful but then again my hair won’t change anything but its self. I think this color problem is only going to last for a while its happened before.

"Nonsense girl, think!"

2005-11-29T21:18:00.000-08:00

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BEfore I was RED

2005-11-29T16:34:00.000-08:00

Before I was Red I had blond hair well, most of you have seen as not Red but here I am or was.
I will be like that again sometime soon. I know it.

ROMPING SEASONS

2005-11-29T15:41:00.000-08:00

I was watching my dog romp through the snow, and I thought I wish that were I romping through the grass in summer. I guess we all have are romping season whats yours?

WINTER on SUMMER off

2005-11-28T18:33:00.000-08:00

I don't know if I look happy or not to you in this picture, but I'm not happy it is the first day of school. School, a sign that Winter is on and Summer is off. Of course I like many things about Winter but if you add it all up compared to Summer I hate Winter. What do you think, do you think I look happy or disapointed?

Renting at my grandparents

2005-11-28T18:24:00.000-08:00

THis is me at my grandparents's house we had to stay there for quite a while and it was a harsh few months bit a lasted through it "whew" is what I said when I had my own room though sleeping on a mattress I was glad to be away from the cramed up room with the pull out bed. I am happy to have a home.